Ayasha and shikhar dhawan lived together for 9 years but decided to separate two years ago i.e. in the year
2021. Ayesha had given this information through a post on social media. She had shared a picture on the social
media platform instagram in which it was written, Divorce was a dirty word for me until I got divorced for the
second time. He further wrote in the same post, For the first time, I have realized how deep the meaning of any
word can be. When I got divorced for the first time, I was very scared. I felt that I had failed in life and was
doing something very wrong in life.
Ayesha further wrote, I felt as if I had broken everyone's trust and had become selfish. After getting divorced, I
felt that I had disappointed my parents, my children and maybe even god and since then this word had become
dirty for me. In such a situation, I have to take a similar decision once again. Just imagine how scary this
decision would be for me.
He wrote, Having already been divorced once, when I got married for the second time, there were more things
at stake than the first time. At that time I also felt that in this marriage I would have to prove myself more than
in the previous marriage. But when my second marriage also ended, I felt terrible, all the old feelings came back
like a flood. The fear, failure and despair were 100 times more than the first time. The question running through
my mind was what did it mean to me? How was it defining me and my relationship with marriage?
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