Jiah Khan case: 'I am broken inside...no light is visible when the actress expressed her pain in the suicide letter
Jiah Khan's suicide shook the entire industry. He had taken his own life 10 years ago at his home in Mumbai. bollywood actor Sooraj Pancholi's hand is said to be behind his suicide. The actress also expressed her pain in her suicide letter.
It has been 10 years since actress jiah khan started her career in bollywood with the film Nishabd. On june 3, 2013, he took his own life in his own house. It is said that she was worried about her love life, which is why she committed suicide. Actor sooraj pancholi, son of actors aditya pancholi and Zarina Wahab, was accused of abetting Jia Khan to commit suicide. The actress had written a lot in her letter about Sooraj Pancholi. In this six-page suicide note, Jia had put her heart out.
On june 3, 2013, Jia Khan committed suicide by hanging herself at the age of just 25. Jia had left behind a suicide note, which revealed many things, but the death of the actress remains a mystery that has not been solved. In such a situation, the final decision has to come today in the Jia Khan case. Meanwhile, the discussion of the suicide note written to him has once again started. Let us tell you what Jia had written in her suicide note:
I don't know how to tell you this but I can still say it because I have nothing to lose. I have already lost everything. If you are reading this, I may have already left or am about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not know this but you impressed me to such an extent that I lost myself in loving you. Still, you tormented me every day.
These days I don't see any light, I don't want to wake up. There was a time when I saw my life with you but you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I have never given so much of myself or cared so much for anyone. You returned my love with deceit and lies. It doesn't matter how many gifts I give you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I surrendered myself completely. The pain you gave me has consumed me every day and destroyed my soul. I can't eat or sleep, can't think, can't work. I am running away from everything. A career is not even worth it now.
Jia Khan did not stop there. He wrote a lot further in his letter, based on which sooraj pancholi was accused of abetting him to commit suicide.
When I first met you, I was driven, ambitious, and disciplined. Then I fell in love with you. A love that I thought would bring out the best in me. Don't know why destiny brought us together. Even after all the pain, rape, abuse, and torture that I have seen before, I was not worth it. I didn't ask for any love or commitment from you. I was just scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was all about partying and women. I had you and my work. If I stay here, I will yearn for you and miss you. So I am kissing my career of 10 years and saying goodbye to my dreams.
After the actress's suicide, her mother Rabia filed a murder case against Jia's boyfriend and actor Sooraj Pancholi. Due to this allegation, Suraj had to go to jail.
I never told you but I got a message about you that you are cheating on me. I chose to ignore it and decided to trust you. you make me shy. No other woman will give you as much as I do or love you as much as I do. I can write it in my blood. You tore my soul.
Not only this, but Jia also made a shocking disclosure in her letter about abortion. In this letter, he wrote everything that was bothering him for a long time.
I aborted my child when it hurt me so much. When I came back you ruined my christmas and my birthday. While I tried my best to make your birthday special. You chose to stay away from me even on Valentine's Day. You promised me that we will get engaged as soon as one year is over. All I wanted was you and my happiness, you took both from me. I selflessly spent money on you. After this, I have nothing left in this world to live for.
I wish you had loved me as I loved you. I dreamed of our future. I dreamed of our success. Now all I want is to sleep and never wake up again. I had everything. I felt so alone even when I was with you. You made me feel alone and weak
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